Thursday, July 26, 2007

MOVED.

PLEASE RELINK.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

seriously man i should stop eating like a pig.
i ate so much today!
lotus bao/pizza bread/garlic bread/noodle king/sausage prata
zomg! :(

anyway, class stayed back to paint bin today. (:




in case you haven't noticed, it's a cow. (:

photo of the day:


doesn't mr kwee look like a primary school kid? HAHAHA! his bag damn cute pls. (:

oooo mommy bought cheng teng for me!
wahhh damn shiok! (:
okay i'm eating again. :/

Monday, July 23, 2007

zomg. this song is damn sad. ):

Dear Bobbie,
Do you remember when you were young and very pretty? I do.
I remember pleated skirts, black and white sattle shoes.
Do you remember dancing that night?
I do, I still think of you when we dance,
Although we cant jitterbug as we did then.

Do you remember when,
How long has it been?
1945 you opened my blue eyes,
To see a whole new life.

Do you remember when,
I told you this that night,
That if you're by my side,
When everyday begins,
I'll fall for you again.
I made a promise when,
I told you this that night.

I'll be fine.
When I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
When I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

Do you remember the times we would give up on each other and get back together.
Then we finally was married in 1949.
We drove the yellow convertible all night long.
Do you remember? I do.

Life has led us here,
Together all these years.
This house that we have made,
Holds twenty-thousand days.
And memories we've saved,
Since life has lead us here.

And I'll be fine.
Cause when I die, then I die loving you.
It's alright, I'll be fine.
Cause when I die then I die loving you,
Loving you, loving you.

I'm coming home to you,
Stepping off my shoes.
Resting in my chair.
See you standing there,
The silver in your hair.

I'm coming home to you,
When I lay tonight, when I close my eyes,
I know the sun will rise,
Here or the next life.
As long as your still mine, then its alright.

I'll be fine
Cause when I die, then I die loving you
It's alright, I'll be fine
Cause when I die then I die loving you
Loving you, loving you

You have gray hair now,
But you're a beautiful women,
And the years have been good to both of us.
We walk slow now, but we still have each other.
The glue of love is still bonding us together.
That is what I remember. Do you remember?

Sunday, July 22, 2007

my com revived from the dead! YAYYY! :D

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIEN! (:
LOVEEEEE!

Saturday, July 21, 2007

ptm today was quite alright. i was quite surprised that my mom actually didn't nag at me after seeing my horrendous results. PHEW. (: so i pretty much worried for nothing. oh well.

anyway, haven't been blogging about the past few days so here goes!

wednesday
shooting photo taking session. (:















rest of the peektures: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2089531363


thursday
racial harmonny day! :D






















i'll upload all the photos another day. too lazy. xP

friday
the j1s had a surprise farewell party for us. (: what can i say except that they are really really sweet and thoughtful. heh. i wasn't feeling all that great on that day but i know i was definitely touched. THANK YOU ALL AND I LOVE YOU PEOPLE A LOT A LOT! :D i really appreciate all the effort and thought put into planning this farewell even though i didn't very much show it. sorry! :( oh and not to forget that the pizza was YUMMY! hahaha! (:

okay time to chiong study now!
toodles!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

pangs of emo-ness;

LIFE.
i'm tired of it.
i'm sick of it.

i want to sleep and never wake up again.


and i know that we're gonna be fine
and the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
as long as we live times passes by
and we won't get it back when we die

Monday, July 16, 2007

ng ziwei is such a nice friend. (:
one who never fails to make me laugh with his stoopid ego-ness. (:
okay so i finally managed to catch up with him after god knows how freaking long.
heart to heart talk while pizza hutting. :D
<3!


when you're dreaming with a broken heart
the waking up is the hardest part.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

OMGGGGG.
i saw jek suan + sandra tan + kids at my house's ntuc. my house's at some ulu shit place and the probability of meeting anyone from school's ermm...0? okay so sandra tan recognised me and we talked a bit. apparently they came to visit some friend. this must be my lucky day man. :/

Saturday, July 14, 2007

:D


met up with nut, joanne and yueqi at vivo. (: then jo said she planned a surprise for us and it turned out to be a CABLE CAR RIDE! zomg she's like the sweetest person on earth! :D she paid for all of us? and mind you, it's not cheap. and it's my first cable car ride so i'll probably remember her for life. (: night scenery was pretty and it was very windy so it's damn shiok. (:

after that we just sat outside vivo and talked about our lives. there were great and not so great news. happy for yueqi that she has found someone she loves and someone who loves her so much. (: i'm glad that we're still able to share deeply and be there for one another. that's what friends are for. (: LOVEEE!

yawns.
i'm tired.
goodnight.

Friday, July 13, 2007

ikea-ed with fanny yesterday.
yayy so i got to eat my daim cake again. (:
talk talk talk.
so much for studying but aiyah talking was fun. :D

vivo-ed with boon today.
coffee bean-ed. (:
talk talk talk.
walk walk walk.
then we saw some cute newurbanmale guy.
(:

so much talking, so little work done. :/
time for maths now.


What a feeling in my soul
Love burns brighter than sunshine
Brighter than sunshine.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Love is not someone you can see yourself with ,
it's someone you can't see yourself without.


cheryl ang now you know.
HAHAHAHA!
:D

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

Love is a line in a bad movie
Heartbreak an old song on the radio
And you, you're nothing but trouble
But trouble knows the way to my heart.

Monday, July 09, 2007

ikea-ed with boon, pam, foxy, christy, lala and panty! :D
chicken wings/swedish meatballs/daim cake (my favourite!)
eat until damn shiok can.
i'm like super duper contented now.
lots of fun, laughter, peace and joy. (:
<3!

after that was studying at queenstown library with foxy and christy. (: ended up reading baby blues comic. HAHAHA! it's damn cute and funny lah and i finished one whole book. :/ okay i know this is like so not productive but at least i studied a bit of demand and supply so it wasn't that bad. (: and i figured out that the library is a damn bad place for me because i'm a SUCKER for books! ended up borrowing two books and i know once i start reading them, there goes my mugging and revision time.

SHYTE.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

today the door knob of my toilet was spoilt so i got locked in the toilet for like 15 min? and it was the most agonizing 15 min ever. i was totally freaking out cos' my mom couldn't open the door from outside with the toilet key. this is no joke k. i thought i was going to rot and die inside forever.

okay actually come to think of it, it was rather funny.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
seriously man, shit happens to me all the time.
dang.

Saturday, July 07, 2007

nationals;




<3!

rest of the peektures: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2090104250

yesterday marked the end of nationals which meant that my shooting journey has come to an end. BAHHHHH. this is like damn depressing. ): you can say that shooting has become part of my life or perhaps it's my life already. 3/4 of my jc life is spent with the shooting people and now that this has all ended overnight, i'll probably have to start getting used to life without them although yeah we'll still see one another around but you see, we won't get the chance to train together again. mannnn i want to cry already. ):

for the school team people:
thank you peeps for making my shooting journey a much more memorable and enjoyable one. (: each and every single of you are special to me in your own way. (: i'm glad we're able to share our joys and sorrows as a team and not to forget, endure all the hardcore trainings (not really hardcore lah but the travelling is. it's at st pats lah. how freaking far is that? haha.) together. even though we didn't really do very well for nationals, i believed we've all done our best and there should be no regrets yeah? (: shit happens all the time but we can learn how to cope with it. don't be disheartened anymore. let's get up on our feet and move on. there are so many more things that we have to deal with. for now it would be the stoopid A's. look at our midyear results and you know it's time to start mugging our asses off. HAHA! so GAMBATE! :D

for the j1s:
ooie! you people better work hard for next year's nationals ya? trash those asses that we're not able to trash this year! HEH. hmmm...cherish one another because before you know, it'll soon be your turn to hand over to the next batch and i can tell you it's really really damn sad k. HAHAHA! thank you for being such nice and lovable juniors! you people have indeed brought a lot of joy into my life. :D i'm gonna miss all the gossiping and talking cock sessions with the girls ;) and all the rubbishing with the guys especially sean, ismail, nic, sinyean, chris, ziyi blah blah blah. all of you are really a sweet bunch and i couldn't have asked for nicer j1s. (: study hard, train hard and play hard too! (: i promise i'll visit you all as much as i can. (:

for shazie, mun and wanli:
shazie you should know what i want to say lah. you're the one who's ALWAYS there for me no matter what happens. you totally know me inside out. i don't even have to say anything and you know what's on my mind, like a psychic k. alright more like you understand me super well. (: heh. i can't thank you enough for all the company, all the tears and laughters and everything including packing my locker occasionally back in crescent and being such a nice desk-partner. :D oh and i know this is super random but you're very nice to hug too. HAHAHA! (: bottom line is, I LOVE YOU BABE! YOU'RE SIMPLY THE BEST! :D and mun, you're like the funniest and nicest guy around. (: you don't have to pretend to be someone you're not and you're just very genuine lor. i always find it super easy to talk to you cos' we always share similar thinking and all. oh and you never fail to make my day with your whole load of crap man. (: HAHAHA! thanks for just being there dude! :D and wanli, the person who always hit me super pain one, you're one funny woman can. thanks for being such a great friend and fellow pistol mate. you never fail to cheer me up with all your nonsense and lame-ness. (:

i'm gonna miss all of you so much. ):
so in conclusion i just want to say,
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE LOADS AND HEAPS AND PILES!
i'll always remember all the times we've spent together!
:D

Friday, July 06, 2007

a lonely september.

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back/but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back
'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did.


i'm damn shagged now. ):
i'll blog about nationals tmr. peektures will be uploaded by tmr too.
sorry peeps.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING-A-LING!! :D

okay i'm too lazy to blog right now. i'll probably blog after nationals or something. then again maybe i'll blog tmr. aiyah see my mood first.

tmr's the beeeeg day for pistol girls.
GAMBATE! we can do it!
yeah babyyyyyy! :D
btw, congrats to the rifle guys for coming in second for team! (:

anyway i miss s club 7. ):
i'll be back in school soon!

desperately wanting.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

having an ashton kutcher movie marathon now.
guess who/a lot like love/just married/open season
man, i love this guy. :D
demi moore's one lucky woman.


ain't he cute? xD
<3

anyway studying with nut wasn't productive at all. ended up talking and talking and more talking. heh but i love talking to her. she's really one good listener. LOVE YOU BABE! (:

time to go get lunch now! i'm starving. :(
toodles!

it's you, it's you, you make me sing.
you're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

so i'm not going to shoot for nationals.
coach put me as reserve. :/
okay i'm like sad but relieved in a way i guess. sad because i've trained so hard and long but i don't get to shoot but relieved because i wouldn't have to worry about not shooting well and pulling my team down.
heh so basically i'm pretty relaxed now. (:
keith and fanny also same situation so we call ourselves the benchwarmers.
HAHAHA! (:

yayyy will be meeting nut to study tmr but it'll probably be more of a talk cock session. can't wait to see her! :D

oh ya and my bro bought me step up dvd! woohoo! (:

Saturday, June 30, 2007

met keith on the train on my way to training today. then realised fanny was on the same train as us too. HAHAHA! funny shit man. anyway training was alright. shot slightly better than yesterday so that's a good sign. at least i'm improving. things are getting better afterall. (:

time to hit the books!

is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

Friday, June 29, 2007

mahjong session with s club 7 (except panty who pang sehed us for tuition) at lalee's place. FUNNNN! (: and boon baked a brownie cake for mine and lalee's very very belated birthday but it was still very very sweeeeet of her. LOVEEEEE! :D

oh and did i mention i met jiahui and nut at potong pasir mrt station? my god lah. i miss those two like crazy! :( AHHH...lots of catching up to do soon!

anyway after that was movie with the shooting guys. transformers is damn fucking cool! and megan is damn fucking hottttt! and josh duhamel is damn good looking! and i love bumblebee! WAHHHHHHH. okay i think i'm going mad but seriously, it's a damn good show. MUST WATCH! :D i want to watch again! (:

had training at night. my shots were alright i guess but i'm damn damn shagged now. been out the whole day. :/

yawns.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

YESSSSS! :D

my com is finally fixed after a gruelling 50 min talk with the dell person. i was huh-ing all the way because apparently i know nothing about configurations and basically how the whole com system operates but the guy was patient, thank God. i would have slammed the phone if i were him. good service! HAHAHA. (: okay so all my song files and pictures are poof! gone and i'm rather pissed but aiyah at least my com has resurrected from the dead. (:

anyway boon and pam came over to my house to watch dvds today. LOVEEEE! :D

midyears were crazy. couldn't do chem and maths paper but econs was alright i guess. oh well. enjoy life first, worry later. (:


Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,

I'll ignite for you.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

pretty pretty! :D





alright econs is calling!

Monday, June 18, 2007

back at aunt's place. HAHAHA.

Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be yeah
Where I want to be

i've been singing this song for like the 78693981542th time today.
(:

anyway, jonathan bennett's damn cute! :D


<3!

another random thought: i think hilary duff's damn pretty now. (:

alright it's econs time.
toodles!

Friday, June 15, 2007

i'm dreading training more and more. thank God it's the weekends now.
PHEW.

alright won't be blogging anytime soon because i'm leaving aunty's house and my com is still dead at home so yeah.


I need you
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i love the feeling. :D

People in love get lost and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they’re not lonely
At least they’re not lonely
Never Be Lonely

Baby I think I’m going crazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But think anybody will just try it
I'll never be the same without you

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they’re not lonely
At least they’re not lonely
Never Be Lonely

Baby I think im going crazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But think anybody will just try it
I'll never be the same without you

anyway i'm feeling so fucked up right now. i can't fucking shoot properly because my hand keeps shaking all the time and i'm not improving at all. nationals is in two weeks time but at this rate i'm going, i'm so fucking screwed.

and not to forget, i don't have much time left to study.

okay i've to stop putting so much pressure on myself.

SIGHHHH.

:(

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

in case you people have been wondering where the hell have i gone to because i haven't been blogging for a freaking long time, here's the reason why:

MY COM CRASHED! x(
DAMNIT.
LIFE SUCKS, TAKE DRUGS.
UGHHH I'M HIGHLY ANNOYED.

alright so right now i'm using my cousin's com, trying to recap everything that has happened within the last 2 weeks.

- i played badminton with dawnnie dearest. (:
- i screwed up my nusis shoot. ):
- went shopping with joyyyy. :D
- had dinner with mr ng ziwei and we watched ocean's thirteen which i didn't really like.
- lunched with melhuang and melko at vivo after church one day. (:
- mommy brought me and younger bro to some jap restaurant to eat good shit. watched shrek 3 after that. (:
- training and training and more training. ):
- i'm finally eighteen and legal. (:

well i guess i didn't really enjoy my birthday because i had to spend my day training at st pats which is like how sad lah but there are some people whom i want to thank for being so sweet. :D

1. mommy dearest for taking leave one day before my birthday to spend the day with me. (:
2. pam my love, boon, lalee, isabel, tiffany, yien, eddie, gerard, ziwei, joy, jing, dawnnie, yanting (my fellow poh. HAHAHA!), janice, silin, yueqi, hweeyi, vera, nicholas and jia for their birthday messages. (:
3. cheryl ang for sending me a birthday card all the way from canada! :D her card was so touching that i cried. i miss you babe!
4. sean for staying up til midnight to call and wish me happy birthday. :D
5. shazie for dedicating one whole blog entry to me. (:
6. my dg who called me from malaysia (cos' they are at church camp) and sang me birthday song through the phone. HAHAHA!
7. rifle guys plus keith for buying me a "little miss sunshine" shirt. (:
8. ismail who gave me a cute spongebob cup-ish thingy. (:
9. daddy for treating me pepper crabs. (:
10. my younger bro for buying me magazine because he didn't know what to give me. HAHAHA!
11. and all who remembered my birthday. :D

<3!

Monday, June 04, 2007

a conversation with my dearest cheryl ang. (:

outgrownobsession says:
ahhhhhhhhhh hahah
ehhh!!!!
got receive my sms not
what is your address ah
i think i lost it man
hx ㋡ says:
huh no?
got sms meh?
hahahhaa
ehhh why wanna write letter to me ah?
outgrownobsession says:
WHAT!
GOT NO SMS AH!
WASTE MY MONEY !!!!!!!
hx ㋡ says:
hahah
when u sms?
outgrownobsession says:
no i want to post myself overseas to your door step
hx ㋡ says:
ohhhh
outgrownobsession says:
of course send letter lahhh haha
...

outgrownobsession says:
here here paiseh my internet got alot of problem
so slow!
my goddd
haha ehhh still got shooting not
or pass on alrd
wahh eh this holiday no need to go for remedial ah!
haha
hx ㋡ says:
hahhaha
not really
nahh
shooting only july then finish
kns right
outgrownobsession says:
WAHLAO!
SO GOT MISS ME NOT
HAHAHAH WHEN YOU ARE SHOOTING
DO YOU THINK OF ME!!!
ahaha
ehh no no hot question hot question
hx ㋡ says:
of cos got la
outgrownobsession says:
so which guy now!
hahaha
hx ㋡ says:
ehhhh
outgrownobsession says:
got any guy not
ATTACHED ALRD AH!
(everytime we talk online she'll ask the same old question -.-)

hx ㋡ says:
hahaha
ya lor
maybe
oh well
ehhhh
you leh!
still afro guy ah?
outgrownobsession says:
zzzzzzz
ahaha pls
hx ㋡ says:
hahahahhaa
outgrownobsession says:
what kind of taste do you think i have
hx ㋡ says:
how i know u
outgrownobsession says:
but yeah O_o
i still do
hx ㋡ says:
HAHAHHAHHAHA
outgrownobsession says:
hahahahahaha
hx ㋡ says:
wth
outgrownobsession says:
HAHAHA
hx ㋡ says:
serious?
outgrownobsession says:
OMG PLS SHOOT ME
OMG!
I GOT PHOTO OF HIM!
WANT TO SEE NOT!
hx ㋡ says:
yesssss!
show me!
outgrownobsession says:
HAHAHA I MISS THIS OKAY EVREYTIME WE WILL RAVE OVER MY VERY BAD TASTE HAHA
hx ㋡ says:
hahahhaa
outgrownobsession says:
okayy its abit blur
hx ㋡ says:
k nvm
can see face not
outgrownobsession says:
erm hahaha
hardly
but can see abit lah
okay he is the one in red
he looks small
must squint to see
then i got another picture
of his back
hahahahah
omg i how sad lah
take picture of his back
pls kill me
...

outgrownobsession says:
yeah
okay see
SEE
HIS HAIR!
hx ㋡ says:
ok
yessss
hahhaha
outgrownobsession says:
thats why i like him
outgrownobsession says:
see his hair!
hahahaha
SO EXCITING
outgrownobsession says:
okay wait ahh i brb im going out to rent vcd
okayy wait
hx ㋡ says:
kk
outgrownobsession says:
WAIT FOR ME HOR!
hx ㋡ says:
ok!
outgrownobsession says:
OKAY WAIT AH!
HAHAH
OKAY BYE!
...

HAHAHA.
see that's so cheryl ang.
she never fails to make me laugh with her auntyness and rubbishness each time i talk to her. (:
HURRY COME BACK TO SINGAPORE!
YOU ARE GREATLY MISSED! :D

Sunday, June 03, 2007

zomg.
just watched seducing mr perfect.
daniel henney is damn HOTTT!
:DDD
i'm eating hokkien mee now and the chilli is freaking hot but damn shiokkk. (:

alright i feel a sense of randomness now so i'm just gonna blog any random shit that comes to my mind at this very instant.

dirty dancing was okay but i guess the dance wasn't naughty and dirty enough. the lead actress was rather big size compared to the actor who was scrawnny so they looked kinda mis-matched and weird together. i was so scared that the girl's too heavy for the guy to carry and that she'll fall on him or something. :/

ahh yes almost forgotten about vera. (: we spent the night eating, watching tv, laughing like mad women, talking about our lives and bitching away. haha so much for studying. wanted to mug but was too tired and lazy. anyway we watched some stephen chow's retarded movie which was showing at 1am and i was laughing my ass off because it was damn hilarious and guess what? vera hoe was snoring away. HAHAHA. funny woman man she. (: then she'll suddenly wake up and continue watching and fall asleep again. when the show ended which was around 3 plus, we decided to go to bed cos' we're damn tired but we continued talking and all. funny thing was she asked me some question and i was answering her so i talked for around 10 min and i only realised after that she was already fast asleep so i was practically talking to the air. :/ so that's vera but i love this friend of mine. :D babe sleepover at your house soon! (:

anyway,

i want to go! :(

Saturday, June 02, 2007

vera's coming over to my place for sleepover later. (:

dirty dancing tonight.
must watch. (:

random rantings;

i want to shop.
i want to watch many many movies.
i want to meet up with yaoyao, dawnnie, nut and jo soon.
there are so many things i want to do this holiday but
i have to study for midyears.
i have intense training for nationals.

j2 life sucks.
i hate this life i'm living now.

and i must say i'm rather disappointed with linkin park's new album.
the songs aren't that great.

time is all i ask for
time
i just need one more day.

Friday, June 01, 2007



cj invitational shoot was a huge success!
everyone contributed in one way or another so a BEEEEEG THANK YOU to you all!
good job guys! :D
especially chitty and mothertingwei, three cheers for you two! (:
and congrats to everyone who won something. (:

managed to win team first which wasn't too bad. i mean at least there's a medal to take home. HAHAHA! came in fourth for individual so there's no trophy but that's alright. i didn't shoot my best so yeah. anyway main highlight of the day was i won a $50 bet! MUAHAHAHA! zomg. not $5 but $50 can?! that's way better than a trophy! :D melvin ho dared me to go up to the man in white and smack him on the back and say "YO BROTHER!" for $50. tempting isn't it? and yes i did it. i was freaking out but come on man, it's 50 bucks. HAHAHA. so when i did it brother paul was stunned and melvin ho and mrs chong were just standing at one corner and laughing their asses off. :/ they were like "huixin, did you see the look on brother's face? i'm sure he thinks you're one mad woman now.". shtye my reputation is tarnished but 50 bucks was worth it lah. (: at first i thought melvin ho was kidding only but he really kept his promise. wahhhh for once he wasn't being such an asshole. heh. (: and apparently according to him he wasn't so heartbroken about the loss because he managed to get a good laugh. so in conclusion it means i'm a joker. -.- BAHHHH but then again who cares? heehee.

dinner with the usuals at westmall after that. (: talked about all sorts of nonsense ranging from racist jokes to questions regarding how painful being kicked in the balls are to brazilian wax etc. and so you can see how random and retarded we people are. shazie i'm sorry for being such a racist. heh. oh treated shazie, eelin and mun to swensen's earthquake too. (: so i'm basically left with 30 bucks now for shopping! hahaha.


SHIOK! :D

huixin is a damn happy girl today. (:

uploaded peektures can be found at: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091489690
am i efficient or what? (:

oh and shazie, i was kidding about the birthday presents and all. (: seriously i'll be happy enough even if it's just a cake. i've never spent my birthday with like a big group of people so that will be something nice to look forward to. HAHAHA. ;) and i know i'm going to say this like the millionth time but yeah, I LOVE YOU LOTS! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! HUGSSSSSSS! :D

Thursday, May 31, 2007

50 first dates.
sweeeeeeet.
:D

cj invitational shoot tmr.
good luck people.
hopefully my pistol doesn't get screwed halfway.
350 here i come!
GAMBATE! (:

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

sometimes i'll really appreciate it if you could just shut your fucking mouth up.

seriously, you annoy the hell out of me.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

addiction;

tiger lily - matchbook romance

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
we're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go
i'll never let go
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.
cos' i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i, i don't want to speak these words
cos' i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse
<3;


"i wont miss shooting for certain reasons yet i'll miss it a lot for others. the best part of shooting? discovering yet again what an ultimate friend huixin is (;"

koped from the one and only sweet shazie's blog. (:

am i touched or what?
HAHAHA.
thanks babe! you're THE ultimate friend man. :D

anyway how many episodes are there in total for prison break? i think i have the first half of it only so i doubt i'll be killing myself anytime soon. HAHAHA. the ending's damn retarded ah? actually the show's quite boring except the fact that wentworth miller is still looking so damn good and sizzling HOTTTT. :D other than that lots of chasing around and people dying one by one. :/ not very exciting i must say. heh and yeah i'll probably be going down to range on wed for a while. (: you're painting the banner right?

and sean, wentworth miller's the real deal lah, DUHHHHH? ;) yup i'll be coming down on wed and you better not dao me or whatsoever if not i'm not going to talk to you ever, understand? HAHAHAHA! =P

alrights i'm hungry. ):
shall go get lunch now and start cheming after that. (:


now i’m picking up the pieces
from spending all of these years
putting my heart back together
cos' the day i thought i’d never get through
i got over you.

Monday, May 28, 2007

YAYYY CHEM SPA'S OVERRRRR! no more spa exam for the rest of the year! :D woohoo! shall rest today and start studying tmr. (: nua-ing at home on such a hot day with the air-con blasting feels damn good. especially with the company of wentworth miller. <3 thanks boon! (: now i've got prison break 2 to keep myself occupied with. :D


I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

i don't love you like i did yesterday;



<3!

Saturday, May 26, 2007

i'm back from shooting camp and i'm damn damn shagged. ): my eyes are literally closing now while i'm typing this post. i guess it's due to the excessive crying just now. feel like crap now. AHHHH...alrights quick update anyway.

gp exam yesterday was rather bad. the essay part was fine but the compre sucks. i left 5 marks blank can? ughhh i'm bloody screwed and not to forget, the weather was like freaking hot and i was a little dizzy (because i'm sick) so ta-dah! GONE CASE. ): but i'm so glad it's over. (: EMBRACE THE HOLIDAYS! :D okay maybe not really since it's gonna be a month of INTENSE mugging and training. i'm stressing on intense because right after the hols will be the h2 exams and i CANNOT afford to fail my h2s anymore. and there are so many shooting competitions coming up in june and the BIG NATIONALS in early july so we have to train like practically everyday. yes this is madness but we have no choice. so in actual fact it's not even considered as a holiday. wahh STRESSSSSS. ): okay anyway after the paper went to watch pirates with the rifle guys. the show wasn't too bad but it was rather disappointing. expected it to be damn good but it wasn't as good as the first two and it's like freaking LONG! almost 3 hours? my god. i was rotting halfway in the theatre already. :/ but it's downright hilarious. HAHAHA. i laughed my ass off. i love johnny depp! <3! :DDD oh and keira knightly is damn pretty! :D

okay then there's shooting camp. i'm too lazy and tired to blog about all the details so to sum up everything, i just know that i slept for 4 hours only and it wasn't a good sleep at all, taught sean how to fold straw hearts, played frisbee with some of the j1s which was damn fun, emo-ed with shazie and cried my eyeballs out over some issues but i felt a lot better after sharing with her. i really thank God for her because i know there's at least someone whom i can always laugh, cry and count on. I LOVE YOU SHAZIE! :D i suddenly miss crescent very very much. people are more genuine and nice. cj's like i don't know. i get to meet many ugly (not appearance wise) people and that sucks. anyway bbq food was quite alright, talked to my beloved shunxie senior who never fails to make me laugh out loud, took cab home with miss fan and last but not least, i'm really thankful for the j1s. they're just a really nice bunch of people. (: i promise i'll drop by the range to visit you all more often! :D oh ya and we've fianlly stepped down. somehow i don't really feel sad i don't know why but anyway congrats to the new exco! (:

alrights i'm dead tired now.
my bed's calling me.
toodles.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

my blue black on my arm hurts like crap.
it's still swollen and all.
:(

and my cough and blocked nose certainly didn't make me feel any better.
damn, my immune system is screwed up.
i've fallen sick countless of times this year man.

anyway, i'm on mugger mode now.
meeting lalee and christy at island creamery to study later.
MUD-PIE!
(:

not to forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMYYYYY!
LOVE YA TRUCK LOADS!
:D

Monday, May 21, 2007

i think it's love.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

my legs are aching damn badly and i'm zonked out. ):

anyway towned with fanny today. had to get clarence's present so we went wallet hunting. :/ walked from ps to heeren and that was damn tiring already. the funniest thing is both of us are sick and we're out buying present? -.- okay then he had to get a present for another friend so we walked from heeren to taka then to wisma then back to taka. along the way we met many many weird people. :/ there's this woman who wore some damn revealing top at topshop and her boobs are like bursting out lah but the worst thing is she's some fat aunty? gross shit. ): she might as well not wear anything. fan was damn disgusted. HAHAHA. and at taka, osim was having some exhibition or sth and there's this whole group of people working out on the igallop. that scene was super hilarious! laughed my ass off man. (: dinner at crystal jade after that. :D talked about lots of random shit as usual. oh ya and we managed to find some nice shirts for shooting. (: i better go queensway soon to settle the shirts. :/

today was just damn slack lah.
didn't study much and h1 exam's next thursday?
aiyah i'm soooo dead.
shall go read great ex now.
toodles!
(:

Friday, May 18, 2007

sports carnival was quite exciting this year. my class won the overall champion! THREE CHEERS FOR T33! :D HIP HIP HURAYYYY!

pictures pictures!















more: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2092012562

(:

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i've been running for so long for all these years
there's not much point in holding back the tears
and now the tears fall right out of my face
i've forgotten what i'm running for
maybe i'm running in place.

you walk, i run
i don't even think about it.

Monday, May 14, 2007

gap;



SHOPPING WITH JOY AT VIVO TODAY! :D bought a top from pull and bear. (: yayy i'm a happy girl now but that also means i've to start saving up. shtye there goes my meals. tmr can start eating grass alr. :/ but i will survive! discipline! yeah baby yeahhhh! ;) joy's saving up too for our next shopping trip. hahaha. LOVE YA BABE! (:

btw, river island rocks my socks. the clothes, the shoes, the accessories. wahhh everything's damn nice lah. AHHHH! i need money $$$$$$! x[ oh and not to forget, there's this damn hot and cute guy working at vivo's newurbanmale. <3! HAHAHA. check him out. (:

anyway this is a day late but yeah
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MOMMY!
LOVE YOU LOADS! :D

Saturday, May 12, 2007

training was quite alright. best card for the day! 93! (:


i'm still grieving over my countless pimples. they don't seem to be going away. ):

if home is where the heart is then my home is where you are.

Friday, May 11, 2007

this song is the shit man.

Signal Fire - Snow Patrol

The perfect words never crossed my mind
cause there was nothing in there but you
I felt every ounce of me screaming out
But the sound was trapped deep in me
All I wanted just sped right past me
While I was rooted fast to the earth
I could be stuck here for a thousand years
Without your arms to drag me out
There you are standing right in front of me

All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I don't want to wait forever

In the confusion and the aftermath
You are my signal fire
The only resolution and the only joy
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes
There you are standing right in front of me

All this fear falls away to leave me naked
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety
There you are standing right in front of me

No I don't want to wait forever

dinnered at some ramen shop at far east with don, clarence, ting wei, shazie and ee lin after training. (: not bad lah the food but when we looked at the bill, our eyes almost popped out man. 80++ bucks! zomgx. all the stoopid 10% service charge and 5% GST ought to be abolished or else poor people like me will not get to enjoy eating at restaurants any much longer. i'll be utterly broke. ): anyway went toys 'r' us after that to relive our childhood memories. :D damn fun lah. barbie dolls, barney, spongebob, hula hoops, plastic swords, baseball bat and my favourite police helmet...it feels great to be a small kid once again. (: i don't want to grow up! ):

training at 0930 tmr.
better have an early night.
goodnight cruel world.

Thursday, May 10, 2007

i woke up in the morning and to my horror
PIMPLES!!!
zomgx.

ziwei: eh you got pimples
me: yeah puberty lor
ziwei: no wonder. you're a guy what. understandable. (because guys undergo puberty at a later age than girls.)
me: -.- thanks ah. i'm damn sad alr.

how tactful of him.

AHHHHHH!
I HATE PIMPLES!
GO AWAYYYY!
must be the stoopid weather.
sighhhhh. ):

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIWEI! =D
one of my most favourite friend.
yayy you're eighteen now! (:

shot 343 during training just now.
pb but still gotta push myself even harder.
350 here i come! (:

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

shooting camp bbq discussion after school with don and fanny. everything's more or less settled thanks to the productive and efficient FAN. (:

towned with fanny after that. went subway to eat and guess what? i met YAO YUEQI!!! :D she was busy talking on the phone so i crept up from behind and covered her eyes. i didn't say anything except chuckled a little to myself and my dear yaoyao immediately recognised it was me. HAHAHA. see that's what i call GOOD FRIENDS FOR LIFE. :D you made my day friend! (: LOVEEEEEE!

anyway fan was looking for shoes and i was looking for present for melko. he managed to find some everlast shoes which he's rather keen in buying but the shop didn't have his shoe size and i couldn't find any nice little miss shirt so we went heeren to find. it was a futile trip. :( the everlast there didn't have the shoes he wanted and queens couture did not have nice shirts so we walked back to wisma to look for adidas shirts and back to far east again. HAHAHA. damn tiring man. waited with him for his bus cos' i felt bad for making him walk so much so i guess that's the least i could do. talked about shooting matters and voiced out our annoyance and unhappiness with some guy. hahaha. met up with pam and boon after that and we went to look for shirts again. (: in the end i bought a junkfood bambam shirt for mel. it's damn cute lah. (:

shall go do chem tutorial now.
BYE.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

i think i'll make a great housewife next time.
HAHAHA.
done so much household chores today. (:

well there's nothing much to blog about so this is just another random post.

ugly betty starting soon!
ciao!

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Maybe - Secondhand Serenade

Didn't you want to hear the sound of all the places we could go
Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know
It's a cold hard road when you wake up
and I don't think that I
Have the strength to let you go

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

There goes my ring
It might as well have been shattered and I'm here to sing
about the things that mattered
about the things that made us feel alive for oh so long
about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

And someday, I promise I'll be gone
And someday, I might even sing this song

To you, I might even sing this song, to you
and I was crying alone tonight
and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you
So just come back we'll make it better
So just come back I'll make it better than it ever was

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place

Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe
that everything I said and did, wasn't just deceiving
And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that I was never brought into this place
(I want it all, Don't leave right now)
(I'll give you everything)
Maybe it's just me

watched 200 pounds of beauty.
NICEEEEE.
(:

Friday, May 04, 2007

SHIT happens to me all the time.
damn.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

watched spidey with younger bro last night at a super super ungodly hour. 10pm and it ended at around 12.30 am? i'm damn deprived of sleep now. EYE BAGS AND MORE EYE BAGS. ): anyway thank you ee lin for the free tickets! (: at least i didn't waste them. the lack of sleep was worth it. (: heh. spidey rocks my socks! zomg it's damn sad and sweet. very very niceeeee. MUST watch! (:

and i just realised that james franco is actually really really cute. :D wahhh he looks even better in this show. (: cried buckets towards the end. i'm not going to spoil anything by revealing much but the fact that i cried quite badly gives a great hint. HAHAHA.

<3!

boon didn't come school today and i was sad. ): get well soon BABYYYY! :D

Monday, April 30, 2007

love this song. =D

Home - Chris Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night
And trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love and feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain

I'm going home to the place where I belong
where your love has always been enough for me
I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home

The miles are getting longer it seems
The closer I get to you babe
I've not always been the best man and friend for you
But your love remains true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try

I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been good enough for me
I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old

Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all

I'm going home to the place where I belong
Where your love has always been enough for me
And I'm running from
you know I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
But these places and these faces are getting old
I'm going home
I'm going home

YESSS! tmr's labour day!
i get to sleep late and wake up late. (:

Sunday, April 29, 2007


i think i'm the world's clumsiest creature ever.
i can cut myself while closing my pistol case.
and now i just found out that i have several unsightly blue blacks on my right knee when i don't even remember knocking into anything.
:/
AHHHHHH.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams.

Friday, April 27, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM! :D



bangla <3 maid! :D

went out to meet yueqi with shazie after school. ((: kinda ponned training in school. though i know i might get screwed by keith but aiyah meeting yueqi was a lot more important. HAHAHA. haven't seen her for ages and i missed her like CRAZY. yao yao please feel honoured! hurry set a study date! i can't wait to see you again. (:

<3!

huixin is a damn happy girl today although she screwed up her econs and chem tests but who cares? she'll just make up for it by mugging hard this weekend. (:

Thursday, April 26, 2007



i'm damn shagged.
econs and chem tests tmr and i barely started studying.
good job huixin.
at this rate i'm going i'll just flunk A's man.
i need some motivation!
because i don't see a point in studying anymore. x(